November 9, 2019 12:22 am
#PersonalThoughts #Journaling #FirstYearTeacher #FirstYearExperience #Latinaineducation
This week was probably one of the toughest weeks I have had in the past few months. I’m having a difficult time focusing on myself, my family, my faith, my goals, and my personal life. I am not sure if this makes any sense, but I feel like I’ve lost myself. I don’t have time to do much on the weekdays or weekends. I don’t even have time for self-care days. I LOVED SELF-CARE DAYS. I am always on the go, looking for new tools and ideas to incorporate in my lesson plans to make them more meaningful. With this said, my professional life seems to be going well, I’m getting things done! However, I keep trying to map out my 2020 and I seem to be all over the place with ideas. I have posts and ideas I’ve had in my draft for the longest and I don’t even post them. My motivation is completely gone, I don’t even know what’s next from here. Everything just seems so blurry (in my personal life) with no direction at all. Looking back at who I was a couple of months ago and who I aspire to be makes me feel like I’ve gone through a “shedding” stage in life.
I recently renewed my domain and now I am not sure what’s next.
I aspire to be one of those educators that inspire their children to learn, those educators that always have everything completed before the deadline, those educators that are fit and have time to go to the gym, those educators that always dress nice, those educators that have their hair done, those educators that can balance out their personal and professional life without a struggle. If you are one of those educators, help me out, what’s the secret?